need some help please

[rattieluv14]

well i got the other female spayed. i asked them to tell me how many babies she had in there and they said she had 12.
the 2 runts of Eva's litter died this morning. they were way small compared to the other ones so i guess they just couldnt get enough milk with all the other ones in there.
oh and guess what. my mom was holding one of the babies today. i came in from outside and went to check on them and she had one in her hands and she was talking baby talk to it. i thought it was so cute.  

[liza]

Oh honey, it must have been awful for you to know that somehow those twelve lives had been killed... But I think for the long run, it was better for everybody. For you, for the rats and for your parents (at least, they can't critizise you on that one now). Don't feel bad, you did the best you could. I really hope you made it financially.
See, your mom is getting infected with that rat virus that makes you just want to love them and hold them - you get that virus without realizing it...
I'm glad things are on their way of working out for you!